Slacking off already........

So, I didn't take long did I?  Already falling off the wagon before it's even started it's journey, of course anyone that knows me will know that this is perfectly normal for me lol!

Ok, so maybe not quite that bad ......but yesterday a snickers AND a milky way .....today ......I can barely type it ....3 slices of pepperoni pizza ..........and 1 slice of ham and pineapple lol

Arghhhhh....what is it that goes on in my head???

Crazy .....so tonight a full grocery shop was done .....fridge is heaving with fresh green leafy goodness and healthy treats.....so tomorrow ........dodadodadoad...deja-vu.....................again .......................weird ;)

I was flicking through Facebook posts today and became quite pissed off actually with how many posts there were of people who had posted before and after photos ....that showed obvious weight loss, like so much a blind man could have seen it ...then the postee writes, "oh I don't know why I bother, this is my four week before and after photos but I don't see any difference"......W T F ??  I personally think they ONLY post those comments so that everyone will say 'Oh no don't be silly I can see heaps' etc. you get my drift .......why not be proud instead of fishing for more compliments .....I don't know maybe I'm just a bitch ....or it could be just hormones :P

The next thing that annoys the crap out of me is how some women get on their oh so high horse yelling about "clean eating" and how they couldn't possibly eat a bowl of pre-packaged muesli because it's soooooooooooooooooooo bad for your body BUT they then harp on about the latest 'fat burner' (eg. Define8, Oxylite, Oxyshred or Black Bombs seem to be the most common) I just don't understand how these things fit into a clean eating plan at all .....don't get me wrong, I don't care if people want to take these BUT I do care when these same people jump on others screaming 'that's not a clean food'.....it's just crazy ...practise what you preach!

Said no woman .........EVER!

I am planning on doing a big joggle tomorrow afternoon with a couple of friends, we're all going to 'attempt' to keep each other honest in the exercise arena.  I know that once we're into a bit of a routine we'll all be fine with ......it's just getting to that point lol!  It HAS to be done though ...I ran in from work and went in to get  out of my uniform and changed 3 times into clothes that used to fit me ...now I have a huge jelly belly hanging over the top of everything .....and yes I mean EVERYTHING .....even that pair of size 14 FAT JEANS that I keep hanging onto ......for 'just in case' .....I've had those babies for about 7 years now ......how crazy over 7 years of my weight going up and down like this .....it's just got to stop!!!  I don't need to be bikini perfect, hell I'm almost 44 ..................BUT I just want to feel comfortable in this old skin of mine again.....so I'm still on track .....I just stopped to view the scenery for a couple of days :)